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I'm sitting here alone in the office crying my heart out and I can honestly say I don't know exactly why. Today was supposed to be a good no make that GREAT day. And yet all I know is that I finally know what it feels like when someone tells you they feel like a dog. The only things that I keep hearing in my head are failure, disappointment, not good enough, never will be good enough. All I'm waiting for now is someone to kick me, after all that what they do to a dog when it's down.