*Shrug*

Something's different and I just can't quite put my finger on it.

I had a really amazing weekend. It went from chilled drinks through excitement, passion and boundaries falling all the way back to completely chilled and relaxed.
I started the week feeling like me, like all the high drama of last week was over and I was back on track. Yesterday was a little hectic, but I've kept my head in the game and managed to keep it all together, which for me is an accomplishment.
Last night I had one of those me nights where I indulged in all things, me. I read, I listened to some rock, I had myself a bubble bath and I even let my guard down and expressed a desire or 2 I have, I might have gone to far with that expression but all in all a good evening.
This morning got a little hectic and I breezed through it.

And yet when I sat down to have my lunch now (ok only a cup of tea but it is my lunch break) I got this feeling that something is different. Not a feeling that something is wrong, not a bad feeling even just a feeling that something has changed. I can't really explain it, I don't know if I want to even try. It's a strangely pleasant feeling although it has a tinge of fear to it. It's almost like I've found another piece of me but this piece scares me a little and I'm not quite sure what to make of it......