If I look back over the last few weeks and everything that has gone on I really can’t explain what I’m about to say, in fact it should really be the last thing I say and yet tonight when I was standing on the balcony with my tea (Yes another routine ms I can’t handle routine has developed) watching the most amazing cloud formation float by (and no that’s not them although they do now live on my phone) I suddenly realised I’m feeling more like me than I have in months. It’s as if things have finally clicked into place and Kim is Kim and is exactly where Kim wants to be, needs to be and simply put is. It’s the strangest feeling this peace I’m suddenly feeling. I can’t explain it. I don’t know if I even want to try. Quite frankly analyzing this at the risk of losing it is not going to happen. For once in my life I’m going to leave good enough alone and just stand back and enjoy being Kim and the peace it’s brought while it lasts
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