Sadness

There are a few things that have happened in last week especially Thursday and Friday that had inspired an entirely far to long post about a lot of things, that on Saturday morning when I wrote it seemed important. Strange but suddenly none of it really seems to matter. I guess between events this weekend and spending this morning at the hospital that was inevitable. The only thing I have left that I know for sure today is that I care and that scares me because I know that inevitably leads to even more tears and pain.

To the families and friends of the 2 Outsurance Pointsmen killed on Sunday. May you have the strength you need to deal with your loss and may you find peace of mind at this tragic time. It may not mean much now but know they died making a difference and that there are people out there who will fight to make sure that their deaths where not in vain. You will all be in my thoughts.

To Jolanda and Chris, I don't know what to say, I have no other words but that I am so sorry for your loss. To have had your wish granted and then so abruptly taken away from you so close to your due date, the devestation you must be feeling is incomprehensible to me. You to are in my thoughts.

To Susan and family, we all just have to keep hoping, your mom is a fighter and she is not going to let this get her down regardless of what the doctors are saying. You will be in my thoughts and you know where I am if you need me.