It's amazing the difference a day makes

If you've read my last post you know I was in a really bad place and was feeling all sorts of well plain ole stuff. I decided to do something about it and took what I thought would be a pretty long personal break, turns out all I needed was a trip to the doc and a question or 2 to find that the meds they had me on for my ulcer where clashing with something else I was taking and as easy as 1 2 3 problem solved.

Yes I still have a few issues with a few people for what they have done and how they have treated me (post before carry on wayward son lyrics) but that is a minor detail in the grander scheme of my life. Yes I have lost someone else since then but I get it, he has his reasons and I care enough to respect his wishes but still be here if he ever needs me after all thats what friends do and regardless of anything else he will always be special and I will always be greatful to him because he was the one who helped me find the path to who I'm becoming and as many issues as I may be having right now, I'm loving the new me. So for that THANK YOU!!!!!

I may have lost a lot of what I considered good in my life in the last week but I still have so much that is good. I have so much passion for what I do that it scares me sometimes. I have people I care about and who care about me. I have good friends who may not all always be there but that doesn't matter after all it's the quality of the time not the quantity.

But most of all I'm alive, I have the ability to learn from things I've done, I can laugh at myself and with others, I am making a difference no matter how small it may seem with what I do and above all I have the ability to LOVE, yes I may get hurt and yes I may cry but you know what thats what makes this life so exciting and worthwhile, the people you get to know and love even if it's only for a very short while. So yes these lyrics are for every single one of you because you all amaze me at some time or another and they are also to remind me that to someone, somewhere out there I to will someday be amazing

Seal Amazing

Everyone says you're amazing

Say you don't know how to do it now
So you run It's not that you're bleeding,
but you're through with it now
So you run, so you run

I know that you need it,
you can't live alone
So you run, so you run

Everyone says you're amazing
now that you're clean
Only you know who the real ones are cause you've seen
There's only one question
I want to ask is it healing
When you hear everyone say you're amazing
Does anybody ask you?

Do you cry in your sleep and do you feel ok?
When you run

Thinking it's Doomsday you got to let it go
So you run,
so you run

Pretend you don't see it,
that we can live a lie
When you run, so you run

Everyone says you're amazing
now that you're clean
Only you know who the real ones are cause you've seen
There's only one question
I want to ask is it healing
When, does anybody ask you?

Cause I know that you're real,
amazing, amazing, amazing

Everyone says you're amazing now that you're clean
Only you know the real ones are cause you've seen
There's only one question I want to ask is it healing
When you...

Everyone says you're amazing
Everyone says you're amazing
(I want you to always feel you're amazing)
Everyone says you're amazing
(I want you to always feel you're amazing)
Everyone says you're amazing
(I want you to always feel you're amazing)
(I want you to always feel you're amazing)
You're amazing