Beyond Funny

Ok so something has just struck me as hystericaly funny regarding my post this morning. How come I'm feeling guilty about not wanting a relationship with someone who up until I started seeing other people and not making a secret of it had never seen me as anything more than a friend???? I've waited more years than I care to mention for him to realise what was right in front of him and now I'm supposed to give up on everything else in my life and be happy to be considered good enough. Talk about a cheek. Well my earlier decision stands NO WAY, NO HOW and no I wont be kicking myself after all or feeling guilty about the choice I have made.