Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sleepless . . . . . .

Between getting to work really early, the funeral and my meetings yesterday turned into a day that just went on and on and on. I got home just before 11pm last night a full 18 hours after I left for work and being emotionally (yep the funeral left me feeling just a little like I had been through a mincer backwards) and physically (4 meetings on 3 sides of town will do that to you) exhausted I thought I'd get a good nights sleep. Boy was I wrong, I lay there not only for what seemed like hours but really was hours. I read, I listend to music, I took a bubble bath all things that would usually work to some extent, I even did an oracle reading, ok so maybe that was a mistake (and maybe another post as well) but by the time I did it I had realised my mind wasn't going to settle and I was NOT going to be getting any sleep. That's what happens when you have as much on your mind as I did last night, I guess I'm going to have to start dealing with it or I'm going to be spending a lot of nights not sleeping and quite frankly more sleepless nights alone are definetly not something I want. . . . . . . .

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