Blah, blah, ramble, ramble, dreams, nightmares and stuff

"This is the best day the World has ever seen. Tomorrow will be better."

R A Campbell

And here I was thinking I was the only one who woke up from a dream this morning with a feeling that today to misquote the Black Eyed Peas of all people was "going to be a good, good day".

I've been waking up for days now at an ungodly hour from a dream that strangely I remember in detail and stranger still stays the same.

Same people, same place, same feelings, same emotions, same outcome and same sudden return to "consciousness".

I wake up though not with a sense of despair, foreboding or any other such bad sudden waking up sensations usually associated with nightmares or bad dreams though, not that this is in anyway one of those, but rather with a sense of peace, I'd go as far as contentment and even a sense of finally I'm on the path I'm supposed to be on but the feeling that is more intense and therefore seemingly more important is the sense of impending change and I mean change in a HUGE way.

Normally this would scare the "bedinges" (don't you just love how certain afrikaans words are SO expressive *giggle*) out of me because like most people I'm not to keen on change.

But this change whatever it is going to be doesn't. It's almost as if with the repetitive dream and the feelings that come with it the "universe" in whichever guise it's working here is telling me that this change is for the good, that those involved are going to benefit, grow no actually more like thrive after the events leading to this change happening actually happen.

The oddest thing about this whole thing though apart from that I'm remembering this dream, is the fact that I am remembering this dream in such vivid detail, right down to things that are said and felt, smells that are smelt, colours that are seen no actually more like experienced and events that happen.

It's actually almost like a sense of watching a favourite movie you have watched many times before when the dream starts because I know what will happen next and I can almost feel myself relaxing and accepting the inevitability of whats about to happen.

This for me is as I've said more than a little strange because like most people change scares me AND yet I'm not feeling fear but rather anticipation, excitement and a sense of "hell yes it's about time" with regard to whatever this is.

So bring on the day, bring on the change and more importantly bring on the laughter and yes to badly misuse a quote from a friend as well bring on the "peace and love" ;)