Issues not so dead and buried

I've spent a lot of time in the last few days dealing with an issue that I had thought was dead and buried. It came back and bit me really hard late last week, unfortunately it had me lashing out at the very people who I should most likely have turned to, the people who would have listened and understood. It's not an issue I'm comfortable discussing openly and it's also an issue that can never really be fixed and it has sadly not only caused some of my issues but contributed to making some of them worse than they ever should have been. Maybe sharing all those years ago would have made it easier to deal with, if only I had been brave and not hidden it away so deep down inside. I saw the video to the new Nickleback single for the first time this weekend, boy did it hit home, turns out I was dealing with a very simlar issue except that at the time I had nobody to come for me.........makes me wish there had been someone who would have come for me though.... maybe I would be dealing a little better than I am right now.

I would come for you

Just one more moment
That's all that's needed
Like wounded soldiers
In need of healing

Time to be honest
This time I'm pleading
Please don't dwell on it
Cause I didn't mean it

I can't believe I said
I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter
Cause I made it up
Forgive me now

Every day I spend away
My soul's inside out
Gotta be someway that I can
Make it up to you now
Somehow

By now you'd know that
I'd Come For You
No one but you
Yes i'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for youI
'd lie it's true
Give my life for you
You know i would come for you

I was blindfolded
But now I'm seeing
My mind was closing
Now I'm believing

I finally know just what it means
To let someone in
Just see the side of me
That no one does or ever will

So if you're ever lost
And find yourself all alone
I'll search forever just to
Just to bring you home
Here and now this I vow

By now you'd know that
I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie it's true
Give my life for you
You know i would come for you
You know i would come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what remember
You know i would come for you

Yes I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie it's true
Give my life for you
You know i would come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what remember
You know i would come for you

I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what remember
You know I would come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what remember
You know i would come for you
You know i would come for you