Found

I've just spent the most amazing weekend.............at home ALONE.

Yep, No getting away with a loved one, No spending time with someone, No beach, No ocean, No sex, No internet, none of that stuff usually assosiated with an amazing weekend....................... just me, myself and I.

Boring you may say, but not for me. I spent my weekend doing all the things I never get time to do...........long bubble baths, reading, listening to MY music but most of all getting inside my own head. Not a place I have much felt like spending time of late.........just to much going on.

But it turns out it was something that was very neccassery. I've made so many changes lately that I'd lost sight of who I am and why I was doing the things I have been doing. In fact I was feeling well and truly lost, I felt as if some intergral part of me was missing. Well after quite a bit of soul searching and tear shedding, I found the missing bit, turns out I just needed to remember that what I was changing and what I was doing was all for ME................ nobody else just ME

So this is me taking back my life, my changes and what I want and I'm going to LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH and LEARN just for me for a change. No more worrying about what others expect of me.... ......

And just in case you where wondering yes I am finally happy with who Iam, where I'am , what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with!!!!!