That's what the song says.
Feels kinda like nowhere to go and forever to get there to me :o(
Thought I was making progress, well guess what I was WRONG.
AGAIN.
I'm back to not "sleeping", crying and not being able to remember how to breathe.
Desperately in need of someone to talk to, to be there, to hear me but of course there is only ONE person I'm comfortable opening up to and yeah well no chance of that happening anytime soon. I know this is ALL my own stupid fault for ever opening up and letting anyone in. WTF was I thinking. Kind of doubt I'd be feeling any of this crap if I'd just stuck to my guns and stayed in my corner in the dark.
Can't believe I was stupid enough to believe that I ever wanted to feel this kind of hurt, pain and emotional turmoil.
Kinda at the point where I'm thinking that maybe its the wise move just to end this all, throw in the towel and just let this destroy me, probably going to in the end anyway so at least then I wouldn't have to feel the constant pain and nobody else would get to throw me away, cause this time I'd be doing it myself.
Maybe today I just walk away.
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