No more corners

I've had one of those days.

I was on my own most of the day, Yay me, but my book wasn't holding my interest, Jethro Tull couldn't and wouldn't amuse me, I was bored, I needed to be held and I was lonely.

So being in this strange frame of mind and with probably my last weekend free time for a while to kill I decided to watch one of my favourite movies, yes I'll admit it I'm such a girl sometimes. Anyway that's not the point actually I don't really know that there is a point but I'm sure there is a point in here somewhere.

Lol, maybe I shouldn't have had that last glass of champagne with the neighbour. Congrats by the way girl your short film deserved to win. (maybe I should ask for permission to post a link...... note to self ask permission to post link :P ) Oh way to confuse yourself:P

Ok, back to what I started off wanting to say:P Today was the first time I watched anything with Patrick Swazye in it since his death (yes another one gone to soon :( ) and it made me just a little sentimental and for the strangest reason it made me miss my mom, don't ask I have no idea and I'm not going to try work it out either. But anyway I digress again, the picture above is probably one of THE moments in the movie and is so full of all sorts of emotions and suggestion but thats not the scene that gets to me every time I watch the movie, no the scene to me that stands out above any other is the one on the final night at Kellerman's where Johnny saves the day and a myriad of girls hopes and dreams with the line "nobody put's Baby in a corner" it's funny but since the very first time I saw the movie way back in the mists of time (1986 feels like more than a lifetime ago) that was the line that stood out to me and 23 years later it's still the line that grabs me and for the first time today I think I finally get it, I finally know what that line means and it's time that I stop living my life in the corner waiting, because I'm waiting for something that I already have, I'm waiting for something thats been here for awhile and I was just to blind to see that all I needed was to open my eyes.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..