Monday, August 11, 2014

Stupid and pathetic

I'm feeling so stupid and pathetic this morning.
It doesn't compute.
None of it does.
I had an great weekend.
I had fun.
It was exciting.
I experienced new things.
Did things for the first time.
Did things for and with someone who means the world to me.
I should be on top of the world, really I should.
But ...........................................................

For some reason I find myself needing to talk to the one person I don't seem to be able to get alone.
I need something I don't know what it is.
I find myself craving reassurance, needing validation, wanting something I'm not even sure what.

As I said stupid and pathetic.

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