Funny how I'm always the one who cares enough to make the time to say hi, how are you, I miss you but I'm hardly ever the one on the recieving end of those sentiments. Wish it didn't hurt so much knowing I'm an after thought who is only worth  spending thier time with when they have absolutely nothing else to do and dont feel like spending time alone, all I ever have is ALONE and  not one of them realises just how much they hurt me with things like that.