What to do, what to do. . . . .

. . . . . No seriously I'm asking because I don't have a clue what to do now. Things just seem to be derailing again totally and I don't know how to handle it or what to do. I actually feel like I can't anymore that I just need to be gone. It's beyond me what to do and I have no one left I can talk to without complications so I guess gone it will be. . . . . .