It's already happened

Just something I read and want to repost

Stop acting like God's gift to women.

Orgasms were the gift.

You're just the messenger boy . . . .

Gone

Completely lost and alone , like I will never find myself again thats how it feels at the moment. I can just hope that this feeling doesn't last to long :(

Maybe I will, maybe I wont

What to do, what to do. . . . .

. . . . . No seriously I'm asking because I don't have a clue what to do now. Things just seem to be derailing again totally and I don't know how to handle it or what to do. I actually feel like I can't anymore that I just need to be gone. It's beyond me what to do and I have no one left I can talk to without complications so I guess gone it will be. . . . . .

"Love is the ability and willingness to allow

those that you care for to be what they choose

for themselves without any insistence that they

satisfy you."

Question

The people I love and yours?

Sometimes we all need some beauty to remind us . . . . . . .

It's funny but I'd picked this to post this morning and I got side tracked by something far more important to me than posting. Yes, yes I just said that ;o)
Anyway for some reason my Blogger hates me again this morning and while I was trying to get it to load this just now I was doing some of my daily blogger read and it never ceases to amaze me how sometimes I can be on the exact same page as another blogger and yet we say the same thing in such different ways.

Empty Rooms

Loneliness is your only friend.
A broken heart that just won't mend
Is the price you pay.

It's hard to take when love grows old.
The days are long and the nights grow cold
When it fades away.

You hope that she will change her mind,
But the days drift on and on.
You'll never know the reason why she's gone.

Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.
Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.

You see her face in every crowd,
You hear her voice but you're still proud,
So you turn away.

You tell yourself that you'll be strong,
But your heart tells you this time you're wrong.

Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.
Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.
Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.

You hope that she will change her mind,
But the days drift on and one,
You'll never know the reason why she's gone.

Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.
Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.

Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.
Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love
Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love.
Empty rooms,
Where we learn to live without love

All alone in an empty room
Lonliness is your only friend
Oh she is gone and you can't forget

Home Truths

"The truth that makes men free is for the most part the truth which men prefer not to hear."

　

Herbert Agar

I've heard a few of these lately, funny thing is though as little as Iliked hearing them, they're the things helping me make the changes I need to, to put me back together agian

The way love should be

" LOVE is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care about to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy you "

Dr W Dyer

A return to innocence

Wise Words

"We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give."


Sir Winston Churchill

Me, Reloaded. . . . . . . . Again

Yep, you guessed it I've been having a really torrid time again of late.

Lost myself almost totally this time and probably would have if it wasn't for a very special person who despite their own troubles has been there and kept my pieces together when I couldn't.

Don't really know why I let people do to me what they've done this time (long story for another day maybe) except that somehow I end up feeling guilty when I put me first so I'm always last if not further back. And yes I've been read the riot act by 2 really cool yes I dare use the word friends and I'm trying really hard to remember that if I dont put me first, I'm actually useless to everyone I've been putting ahead of myself.

Anyway I digress, this is meant to be about me and my reload.

Yesterday was the begining of a new year for me and what a begining.

Couldn't believe some of the people and significant events I share my day with when I sat and looked for something to post.

One siginificant one I left out of yesterday's post was a reference to Anne Frank (Blogger kept eating the picture and spitting out gibberish for some reason only Blogger knows). I hadn't realised on any of the numerous occassions that I've read The Diary of Anne Frank that she started writting her Diary within days of her 13th birthday on June 12th 1942.

That got me thinking about inner strength and personal power and all that type of thing and when I took myself off for a long walk a little later there where ALL SORTS of things going through my head and some 2 and half hours and loads of songs later I was home, feeling a little more at peace and more in touch with me. (and yes I started reading The Diary of Anne Frank AGAIN last night)

They say "what a difference a day makes" and in my case it's SO true this time.

I feel like a new person today.

I had an expetional birthday filled with the most important people in my life and the best surprises EVER.

I have never felt more important, sherished and loved than I do at the moment and I'm finally finding me again.

So here's hoping the rest of my hopefully not halfway year follows the same pattern because if it does I'm in for a great ride and a year filled with laughter, learning and love and I can't think of a better way to live.

And THANK YOU to those of you who helped make my day so special in your own special way, each and everyone of you has a special place in my heart and I love you all in my own special way

For the first time in a long time

I'm feeling a little more this

and even a bit of this

Dream ON

Woke up (well sort of) to this this morning, pretty sure I've posted them before but hey it's my blog so I'll post them again if I wants. Go on try and stop me I dare you :P

Dream On

Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It went by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

Yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life's
in books' written pages
Lived and learned from fools and
from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away



Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away



Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes true
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes through
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On, AHHHHHHH



Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away......

World Blood Donor Day (International observance)

1938 – Action Comics issue one is released, introducing Superman.

1928 – Ernesto "Che" Guevara, Argentine Cuban revolution figure (d. 1967)

What do these all have in common??

TODAY

Wishing you all

Hurts

Coffee Anyone ? ? ?

Haven't really got anything to say today,

thought I'd invite you all for coffee instead;P

Have a happy sunday and remember to love

even if you're not laughing it's part of the reason

we're aLive ;)

Hello World

Through my eyes

If you could see through my eyes,

I wonder what you’d be feeling right now,

Because I can see you standing

As you really are -

Powerful, sensitive, determined, and gracious.

I can see you achieving everything you choose to achieve.

I can see you being exactly who and what you want to be.

Look through my eyes for an instant,

And you’ll see yourself

Conquering all limitations.

Look through my eyes,

And see who you really are

And what you are capable of.

You can accomplish anything -

I know you can.

(Author Unknown)

Need I say more . . . . . . . . .

For a friend

Hope everything goes well today ;o)

Left outside alone . . . . . . .

Trying to take that advice today and remeber to breathe, sometimes life leaves you breathless though

Someone very special keeps reminding me too, sadly though it seems to be just one more (well 3 technically but whose counting) thing I'm failing at hopelessly. . . . . . . . .

"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love."

Sophocles

Have you?

Been feeling seriously uprooted for a while now, have a feeling I'm about to be transplanted into a new journey. Not sure i want it, hasn't been comfortable so far, anything but really. But it's not my choice to make. Was sitting outside just now absorbing some of Mother Nature's bounty, looking for yourself really is no easy task when you're frozen to the core when a song popped into my head. Haven't heard it many times, but there it was chorus, on repeat in my head.

Maybe someone here has seen her ;) I certainly can't seem to find her at the moment.

If you see my friend

Doesn't matter where or when

Tell me if you see Kay

(If you see Kay)

[x2]

She said I won the battle but I lost the war

And now my head is sore

And If I try to sail back in

She's gon' push me from the shore

No, I wont ever get the time of day

No way, no way, no

Not for what I said

But for what I didn't say

What I didn't say so

If you see Kay

Will you tell her that I love her

And if you see Kay

Let her know I want her back

If she listens, say I'm missing

Everything about her

Make sure you say

I'm sweet FA without her

If you see Kay

If you see my friend

Doesn't matter where or when

Tell me if you see Kay

(If you see Kay)

[x2]

She got me saying sorry through the door

She don't care anymore

She says it's too late now

Should have thought of this before

But I aint gonna take this as defeat

No way, no way, no

'Cause I'm gonna shout it out to

Every one I, every one I meet

If you see Kay

Will you tell her that I love her

Oh yeah

And if you see Kay

Let her know I want her back

If she listens, say I'm missing

Everything about her

Make sure you say

Im sweet FA without her

If you see Kay

Now I'm sitting here in disbelief

At how it truly broke my heart to have to watch her leave

But she was torn between what she wants and what she needs

They say you love someone enough you gotta set them free

She said that she was born to leave this town behind

Knew the truth but still she looked me in the eyes and lied

Saying its time to cut the ties

Time to say goodbye, So she left

But she never never left my, never never left my mind

If you see Kay

Will you tell her that I love her

Oh yeah

And if you see Kay

Let her know I want her back

If she listens, say I'm missing

Everything about her

Make sure you say

I'm sweet FA without her.

And make sure you say I lost my way without her

If you see Kay

If you see my friend

Doesn't matter where or when

Tell me if you see Kay

(If you see Kay)