Me .........

3 weeks in and I haven't lost my mind..............yet :P
Well at least I hope I haven't because if I have I haven't even noticed
I wrote a little while ago that I had a sense that change was on it's way and have been a little disapoined because well that change just doesn't seem to have come. Everything is still the same mixed up jumble of yeah, well, no finethat it's been for ages now and I just seem to be stuck in this rut. Or am I, you see as much as everything seems to be the same old, same old
there is a distinct difference, yes I may still be freaking the hell out and losing it on a regular basis and wanting things that I really shouldn't. What has changed though is that I'm no longer fighting myself, I'm no longer denying who I am and what I want and that I;m going to have to fight for it. I've also accepted that things will happen in there own time. What hasn't changed though is even though I'm probably the most patient person I know I wish that those things happening in their own time would just hurry the h3ll up :)