Decisions, decisions, decisions. . . . . .

Satan has been sitting on my shoulder for days now and I need to make a choice. You see I found something out quite accidentally the other day and depending on how I use it, I can either get the one thing I would really like for my birthday all be it a little early and prove that I am no better than the rest. Or I can not use this knowledge and prove that I am the better person and that I can keep to an agreement but lose the only shot I'll get. This shouldn't really be a problem because I know what I would do under normal circumstances. The circumstances however are very far from normal . The descision I make has the potential to make things difficult for someone I care about or to give us both something we wanted but let go for the sake of others. So here I am on the horns of a dilema as they say. Do I do the one thing I know is going to make me happy even if it's only for a few hours and has the potential to cause harm but could also give me everything I now know I want or do I do the thing that I know is right and has no potential to do harm but will probably be the last chance I get. What to do, what to do. . . . .

Truth

"Say not, 'I have found the truth,' but rather, 'I have found a truth.'"
Kahlil Gibran

Lessons learned...................

You teach me how to feel
It feels all right
There's nothing left to fear
Finding myself
The further I go
Towards you

You teach me how to love
Parts of myself
I hated for so long
Loving myself
Through loving you

I no longer live like a man in the dark
Hiding all the pieces of my broken heart

You teach me to forgive
It feels all right
Compassion for your pain
Compassion for mine
The circle divides

Way up high I'm holding on to you

The best I've heard in a loooooooooooooong time

God created chocolate to apologise for PMS!!

Thinking of you

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lipsI
taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...


Always

I <3 U

"Don't be afraid of showing affection. Be warm and tender, thoughtful and affectionate. Men are more helped by sympathy than by service. Love is more than money, and a kind word will give more pleasure than a present."
Sir John Lubbock

Paradoxically dead and alive

Schrödinger's Cat: A cat, along with a flask containing a poison, is placed in a sealed box shielded against environmentally induced quantum decoherence. If an internal Geiger counter detects radiation then the flask is shattered, releasing the poison which kills the cat. The Copenhagen interpretation of quantum mechanics implies that after a while the cat is simultaneously alive and dead. Yet, when we look in the box, we see the cat either alive or dead, not a mixture of alive and dead.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat