I made a choice that was supposed to improve my life, to make things better for everyone and all it's done is make me feel more alone than ever. Some of the people I was hoping to spend more time with have pushed me so far away that I no longer even qualify for 5 mins of their time, hell I can't even sit down and have a conversation with them. No wonder they don't know I'm broken inside and that I'm sitting with a year long commitment and no way way to meet it because it looks like my bright idea has just cost me my job. So I'm alone with nobody to talk to and no way of fixing this but what does it matter, I only mean anything to anyone when they need something from me anyway.
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