What do you see when you look in the mirror?

Personally I see the biggest fool in the world.

I keep on letting in the wrong people
I keep on making myself vulnerable and putting myself out there
and all that keeps on happening is I get hurt.
I let people in, I trust them, I see the good in them and what do I get in return?
Nothing but my guts ripped out, my heart stomped on.
They say the definition of insanity is to keep doing the same thing and expecting a different result.
I guess the verdict must be in then.
Not only am I the worlds biggest fool, I'm also insane.

Guess its a good thing I've  finally realised that I'm not meant to have what others have, that for my sins I will spend eternity alone and lonely.

Roll on December 2012 let's hope the Mayans are right because I certainly have nothing or no one left to live for.