Mmmmmm. . . . . . .

I rediscovered John Mayer this morning :) Love this one, talks to me on a level thats hard to explain about something thats even harder to understand, but yes half of my heart will always be there. . . . . . . Half of my Heart John Mayer

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends

Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been

Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing

Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring

Oh half of my heart's got a grip on the situation

Half of my heart takes time

Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you

That I can't keep loving you

Can’t keep loving you

Oh, with half of my heart

I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else

I made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself

Lonely was the song I sang, 'til the day you came

Showing me a better way and all that my love can bring

Oh half of my heart's got a grip on the situation

Half of my heart takes time

Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you

That I can't keep loving you

Can’t keep loving you

Oh, with half of my heart

With half of my heart

Your faith is strong

But I can only fall short for so long

Time will hold, later on

You will hate that I never gave more to you than half of my heart

But I can't stop loving you

But I can't stop loving you

But I can't stop loving you with half of my...

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination

Half of my heart's got you

Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you

That half of my heart won't do

Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding to a bride with a paper ring

And half of my heart is the part of a man who's never truly loved anything

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Half of my heart

Escape to

All I want

*Sigh*

yes, that was me sighing because I can think of about a million things I'd rather do than what I'm about to :o/

More than anyone

I know, I know, but I've been listening to music all night and the lyrics to this one just keep running round in my head so I'm kicking them out and sharing them with you :op

"More Than Anyone"

Gavin De Graw

You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together baby
Free together baby
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to love you more than anyone

Just a cool pic today

Life is

a long lonely road. Make time for those you care about, those who make your journey just a little easier, those who make moments memorable, those you love and those who love you. . . . . . . .

It's out there. . . . . . .

I feel it and so do you, that guiding force.
Have a happy, peaceful day and don't forget tonights full moon..

Remember we're here to live, love and laugh

Freedom is

Well for the most part :o)

Forgetting how

It's funny but as hard as I try I seem to be failing hopelessly at all but one of these.

Dreamworld

Oh h3ll YES

Aftermath

It's been a long time since I've heard a song for the first time that's tapped into something inside me and spoken to me the way this one did when I heard it for the first time yesterday and I have to admit I'd heard the name Adam Lambert but never anything of his so this was a pleasant surprise. . . . . . . .

Have you lost your way?
Living in the shadow of the messes that you made
And so it goes
Everything inside your circle starts to overflow
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You'll get back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath

You feel the weight
Of lies and contradictions that you live with every day
It's not too late
Think of what can be if you rewrite the role you play
Take a step before you leap
Into the colours that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside


Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath

Before you break you have to shed your armor
Take a trip and fall into the glitter
Tell a stranger that they're beautiful
So all you feel is love, love
All you feel is love, love

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Wanna tell you you'll be alright
In the Aftermath

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath

Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath

Thunderstruck

It's funny I've been hoping for rain the hole weekend.
It's been so hot and humid and downright just not nice.
I've been listening to the thunder rumble for ages now.
The storms just broken and I can tell you honestly,
there isn't a better way to spend the dying hours of a Sunday
night than listening to the falling rain, smelling the freshness
and enjoying the coolness it brought with it :o)

Where I'd rathr be

Thoughts

I found this on a blog I visit occasionally and it resonated in me, not only bringing to mind someone it reminds me of but also many thoughts I've had recently and I thought I'd share it simply because it's to good not to. Thank you AoM for putting into words what I often fail to

I watch the news

I hear the strife

I see the great society in which we live moving backwards

With corporate paid politicians pushing us to party like it's 1899

And power consolidating

into the hands of fewer and fewer privileged few

What can one poor boy do

To make the world a better place for all to live?

Not much, I guess.

But I can start where I am with what I have.

I believe we are all members of the human family

That we are all brothers and sisters

And that we are here to help and take care of each other.

I believe that making the world a better place

should be the motivating force in this world rather than greed.

I believe that Jesus taught us a way to live

rather than a practice in lip service and demagoguery.

So what can I do?

I can share a hug

Give a smile

Make another laugh

Shoulder a weeping soul

Help another in need

And look for ways to make life better for those around me

Start where I am with what I have.
Not much.
But it's a start.

*giggle*

I was asked this morning what I was giving up for lent this year, to which I had no answer because there are so many possiblities and honestly I hadn't given it ANY thought. So anyway after considerable thought I've decided that this year I'm going to give up lent for lent ;)

Something I wish I'd said

Don't you turn your back on me,
Don't you walk away.
Don't you tell me that I don't care,
Cause' I do.

Don't you tell me, I'm not the one,
Don't you tell me, I ain't no fun,
Just tell me you love me, like I love you.
You know you do.

When we're together,
Grey skies are clear, oh.
And I'll share them, till where I'm less depressed.
And it's sincerely, from the bottom of my heart,
I just can't take it when we're apart.

We belong together,
We belong together.
Yes, we do,
You'll be mine, forever.

We belong together,
We belong together.
Oh, it's true,
It's gonna stay this way, forever,
Me and you.

If I could really talk to you,
If I could find a way.
I'm not shy,
There's a whole lot I wanna say,
Oh of course there is!

Talk about friendship, and loyal things.
Talk about how much you mean to me.
And I'll promise, to always be by your side,
Whenever you need me.

The day I met you,
Was the luckiest day of my life.
And I bet you feel the same.
At least I hope you do.
So don't forget,
If the future should take you away,
That you'll aways be part of me.

We belong together,
We belong together.
Wait and see.
Gonna be this way, forever.

We belong together,
We belong together.
Honestly,
We'll go on this way, forever,
Me and you.
You and me...

Spirit

“Spirit – the Life force – exists in everything.

It follows, then, that ANY path, any encounter is spiritual if we have the awareness to see it as such.

Going deeper, going higher, emptying, connecting, believing or disbelieving, bouncing off the bottom, experiencing the heights, in pain, in ecstasy ….

Too often, we search afar for our own purpose when it is in our lives all the time, waiting for us to express it more openly.

Bring greater awareness to each encounter and situation in life. Tune in to what you are inspired to do, who you are inspired to be.

Your answers are waiting for you to pay attention – every moment!”

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I hope I'm stronger

"Love recognises no barriers.

It jumps hurdles, leaps fences,

penetrates walls to arrive

at it's destination full of

Hope" Maya Angelou

And yet as much as I love, I feel the walls getting thicker and higher and I'm slowly being shut out and it's breaking my heart. . . . . . . . . . . . .