There

are days like today that I wonder why I am still here.

The last few months have been bumpy to say the least, the last 2 weeks have left me dazed and confused. I have been accused of things i have know knowledge of by people i thought knew me, I have been sidelined by my best friends and i may as well not be around for all that is being said to me. I have given my heart and soul doing what was asked of me and even thats being held against me.

Starting to feel like it's time to cut and run, there's nothing really keeping me here anymore, even loving you seems like a lost cause :(