Peaceful

Today it feels

Impossible :(

Love you guys

Thank you....................

 

I've had a lot of big dreams
I've made a lot of bad moves
I know you could walk away
But you never do


I've met a lot of cold hearts
I've learned to smile and deceive
I know I'm hard to be around
But you never leave


I'm not easy to understand
But you hold out your hand


And you say you love me
Just as I am
You always treat me
The best that you can
You say you want me, need me
Love me, baby
Just as I am, just as I am


I've made a lot of heartaches
I've found a lot of closed doors
When all the others turn away
You love me more
You love me more


I'm not easy to understand
But you hold out your hand


And you say you love me
Just as I am
You always treat me
The best that you can
You say you want me, need me
Love me, baby
Just as I am, just as I am


I want to love forever
To keep our world together
And be the best that I can be
Baby, every time the world caves in on me


And you say you love me
Just as I am
You always treat me
The best that you can
You say you want me, need me
Love me, baby
Just as I am, just as I am

 

 

On my way to Wonderland

and yes it's of my own free will

And they dont see it

Trying

very hard to be bright and cheerful. I have so much to look forward to on my new adventure.
I'm just so bloody lost though.
It's days like today that I wish that someone would see me and actually care enough to try and comfort me even if it was only for a moment.

What if ?????

Working hard

on creating my something better :)

Words I live by

The future as I see it

Randomness

There is SO much going on in my life at the moment.

I'm making huge changes, but out of choice this time and where the girl I was 5 years ago and who still hides deep inside is terrified to say goodbye to all she has know since she came to the big city and her comfort zone of the last couple of years, the woman I have become thanks to the love and support of some amazing friends is at peace for the first in a very, very long time.

I feel like for the first time I have a purpose and vision of what I want and I know I can achieve it.
I know it's NOT going to be easy but its a challenge I'm looking forward to.

It's an interesting place to be to say the very least

What I'm listening to part 2

Heaven can wait
And a band of angels wrapped up in my heart
Will take me through the lonely night
Through the cold of the day
And I know
I know
Heaven can wait
And all the gods come down here just to sing for me
And the melodies gonna make me fly
Without pain
Without fear
Give me all of your dreams
And let me go along on your way
Give me all of your prayers to sing
And I'll turn the night into the skylight of day
I got a taste of paradise
I'm never gonna let it slip away
I got a taste of paradise
It's all I really need to make me stay-
Just like a child again

Heaven can wait
And all I got is time until the end of time
I won't look back
I won't look back
Let the altars shine
And I know that I've been released
But I don't know to where
And nobody's gonna tell me now
And I don't really care
No no no
I got a taste of paradise
That's all I really need to make me stay
I got a taste of paradise
If I had it any sooner you know
You know I never would have run away
From my home
Heaven can wait
And all I got is time until the end of time
I won't look back
I won't look back
Let the altars shine
Heaven can wait
Heaven can wait
I won't look back
I won't look back
Let the altars shine
Let the altars shine

Meat Loaf Again

What I'm listening to this morning

If a love as strong as ours
Couldn't make it all the way,
Can anything make sense at all?

If a love so deep and true
Couldn't stand the test of time,
Then mount everest could slide,
And jeruselem could fall.

Is nothing sacred anymore?
Is forever just another word?
Is a promise something people used to keep
When love was worth fighting for?

If we can say good-bye,
If we can say good-bye,
Is nothing sacred anymore?

If we can say good-bye
Is nothing sacred anymore?

I can hear the final words
Every sentence that was said
Don't know what turned our lives around.

It doesn't matter who was right,
There's no justice in a dream.
Never thought a heart could break
Without making any sound.

Is nothing sacred anymore?
Is forever just another word?
Is a promise something people used to keep
When love was worth fighting for?

If we can say good-bye,
If we can say good-bye,
Is nothing sacred anymore?

If we can say good-bye
If we can say good-bye
Is nothing sacred anymore?

Our love was as certain as the dawn,
As solid and save as any love could be.

Our love was the star you wished upon,
And you thought that I saved you,
Could've sworn that you saved me.

Is nothing sacred anymore?
Is forever just another word?
Is a promise something people used to keep
When love was worth fighting for?

If we can say good-bye,
If we can say good-bye,
Is nothing sacred anymore?

Is nothing sacred anymore?
Is forever just another word?
Is a promise something people used to keep
When love was worth fighting for?

If we can say good-bye,
If we can say good-bye,
Is nothing sacred anymore?

If we can say good-bye,
If we can say good-bye...

Is nothing sacred anymore...
Is nothing sacred anymore...
Is nothing sacred anymore...

Meatloaf

Please tell me you get this :oP

Feed Bees

Plant flowers

or starve

The choice is yours