I really do :/

Gravity seemed fine on the stairs at 7am this morning :/

Maybe someday I will find someone who will be there for me

Don't think I will ever see beauty again

Yes it does



Happy Monday

to you and you and YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just some

Lyrics for a song I'm listening to this morning ..............

Pushing Me Away
(Linkin Park)|

When I look into your eyes there’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me

I’ve lied to you
This is the last smile that I’ll fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart even
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
The sake of being with you
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed when you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me

I’ve tried, like you, to do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
That I’ll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stay when you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me

Reverse psychology is failing miserably
It’s so hard to be left all alone
Telling you is the only chance for me
There is nothing left but to turn and face you

When I look into your eyes there’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
Asking why
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed when you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me

Why I stayed when you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me

As always ALONE

5 Mins

I'm not even worth that

When life gives you lemons

it's just another reason to drink tequila

Hmmmm

So I've been wondering about this 67mins of service thing that everyone is so enamoured with.
Why 67 minutes what makes these 67 minutes so damn special? Yeah, yeah I know all the propaganda.

But REALLY my question is what about all the other minutes that need service and the people that are there selflessly serving aren't they just as special???

Yes I have an EDIT: Just a thought should we not rather be spending time serving others in memory of those who are innocent and have lost their lives because of the state of this country??????

Yes here is another EDIT: This is from a conversation I was having with a friend ;o)

 "shouldn't we rather be looking at a minute per unnecessary death due to crime, violence, idiot drivers, incompetent doctors, uneducated nurses, horrendous hospital conditions, pot holes
undrinkable water and a myriad of other things that kill Innocent people everyday"

And yes I'm very serious about that one although given the state of this country and everything in it,
we may end up only having 67 minutes to earn our living if we put in a minutes services for the innocent victims of the current dispensation and it's complete and utter disregard for the people

So very true

I've given my everything and it wasn't enough :(

So very true

I wish I had the right words to fix what I broke

I've just met the wall

Can't do this anymore
Time to jump

Trying

very hard to find a reason not to jump............................

For those who went before