Beautiful People

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.” 

Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

So true

I is sick :o(

Explains a lot doesn't it

Rules to live by

A lesson I desperately need to learn again

You did, didn't you

In need of GPS, seem to have lost my way

Which way is up?

Can someone please tell me????
I really can't do this anymore..................

Jan 22 2012

• Losing your way only really presents itself as a problem at the moment you realise you are lost. Then you have to face the choice: finding your way or staying lost

I know,  I know I've posted these before, but for some reason it seems REALLY important to post them again today. Don't ask there are things going on again that I can't explain I can only feel and well yeah.


Silent Lucidity


Hush now don't you cry

Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream spinning in your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game of life
So here it is another chance
Wide awake you face the day
Your dream is over or has it just begun

There's a place I like to hide
A doorway that I run through in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly you hear and see
This magic new dimension
I-will be watching over you
I-I'm gonna help you see it though
I-will protect you in the night
I-I'm smiling next to you in silent lucidity

If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you build within come tumbling down
And a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're safe from pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of Illusion can you realize
Your dream's alive you can be the guide but
(I) will be watching over you
(I) I'm gonna help you see it though
(I) will protect you in the night
(I) I'm smiling next to you

Yes we do..................

The time I spent with you

Mmmmmmm

Was busy writing a different post about something totally irrelevant but that  I wanted to get off my chest when I got this from someone very special to me and it seemed far more appropriate and more important to say, so here it is. Thank you my friend and Snap That.


Somebody

SOMEBODY is thankful for the support you have provided.

-somebody wants to hold your hand.

-somebody hopes everything turns out all right.

-somebody wants you to be happy.

-somebody wants you to find him/her.

-somebody is celebrating your successes.

-somebody wants to give you a gift.

-somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.

-somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot.

-somebody wants to hug you.

-somebody loves you.

-somebody admires your strength.

-somebody is thinking of you and smiling.

-somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.

-somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.

-somebody thinks the world of you.

-somebody wants to protect you.

-somebody would do anything for you.

-somebody wants to be forgiven.

-somebody is grateful for your forgiveness.

-somebody wants to laugh with you.

-somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there.

-somebody is praising God for you.

-somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional.

-somebody values your advice.

-somebody wants to tell you how much they care.

-somebody wants to share their dreams with you.

-somebody wants to hold you in their arms.

-somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.

-somebody treasures your spirit.

-somebody wishes they could STOP time because of you.

-somebody praises God for your friendship and love.

-somebody can't wait to see you.

-somebody loves you for who you are.

-somebody loves the way you make them feel.

-somebody wants to be with you.

-somebody wants you to know they are there for you.

-somebody is glad that you're his/her friend.

-somebody wants to be your friend.

-somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.

-somebody is alive because of you.

-somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.

-somebody wants to get to know you better.

-somebody wants to be near you.

-somebody misses your advice/guidance.

-somebody has faith in you.

-somebody trusts you.

-somebody needs you to send them this letter.

-somebody needs your support.

-somebody needs you to have faith in them.

-somebody will cry when they read this.

-somebody needs you to let them be your friend.

-somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.

Wonder just how many people this actually applies to ..............

The new love of my life :oP

For you Babe, remember

Take a breath

Take a deep breath now

Take a breath

A deep breath now

Take a breath

When you're down is where you find yourself

When you're drown there's nothing else

If you're lost you'll need to turn yourself

Then you'll find out that there's no one else

To make the moves that you can do

When you fall from grace your eyes in blue

Your every breath becomes another world

And the far horizon's living hell

Take a breath

A deep breath now

Take a breath

A deep breath now

Take a breath

This kind of love is hard to find

I never got to you by being kind

If I'm the one to throw you overboard

At least I showed you how to swim for shore

When you're down is where you'll know yourself

Then if you're drown there's nothing else

When you're lost you need to find yourself

Then you'll find out that there's no one else

Take a breath

A deep breath now

Friday Giggle

Guess I'm finally out of time :o(

If Time  is all I have 

When you wake up
Turn your radio on
And you'll hear this simple song
That I made up
That I made up for you

When you're driving
Turn your radio up
Cause I can't sing loud enough
Hard these days
To get my message through

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

When you marry
And you look around
I'll be somewhere in that crowd
Torn up, that it isn't me

When we're older
And the memories fade
I know I'll still feel the same
Yeah
For as long as I live

And if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do

I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake
Won't you say my name, one time
Please just say my name
And if time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space
Of silences keeping me awake

If time is all I have
I'll waste it all on you
Each day I'll turn it back
It's what the broken-hearted do
I'm tired of talking to an empty space

Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name
When the song is over

What can I say

Looks like I've been fooled again.
You'd think I'd have learnt not to trust anyone EVER by now wouldn't you.
Not sure if it says more about them and how cruel and undeserving they are or about me and
how worthless and unlovable I seem to be becoming and yes that's how I've been made to feel AGAIN.

Strip Me

Everyday I fight for

All my future somethings

A thousand little awards

I have to choose between

I could spend a lifetime

Earning things I don’t need

That’s like chasing rainbows

And coming home empty

And if you strip me,

Strip it all away

If you strip me,

What would you find

If you strip me,

Strip it all away

Ill be alright

Take what you want

Steal my pride

Build me up

Or cut me down to size

Shut me out

But I’ll just scream

Im only one voice in a million

But you aint taking that from me

Oh oh no you aint taking that from me 

I dont need a microphone

To say what I been thinking

My heart is like a loudspeaker

Thats always on eleven

And if you strip me,

Strip it all away

If you strip me,

What would you find

If you strip me,

Strip it all away

I’m still the same

Take what you want

Steal my pride

Build me up

Or cut me down to size

Shut me out

But I’ll just scream

Im only one voice in a million

But you aint taking that from me

Oh oh no you aint taking that from me 

Cos when it all boils down

At the end of the day

Its what you do and say

That makes you who you are

Makes you think about,

Think about it

Doesn’t it

Sometimes all it takes is one voice

Take what you want

Steal my pride

Build me up

Or cut me down to size

Shut me out

But I’ll just scream

Im only one voice in a million

But you aint taking that from me

Oh oh no you aint taking that from me

nuff said

No it isn't

OUR JOURNEY

There is a journey awaiting you
It comes in truth and promise
When you reach the point 

of not knowing who you are or where to go
This most precious but often painful passage 

is the journey of yourself
You will travel to places never before visited,
Where you meet unspoken fears and unearth buried truths
You will climb high and perilous mountains...
those that rise up from inside yourself

You will explore forgotten waters held deep in the sea of your soul
You will be stranded in the wilderness 

and find a way through pathless land
You will be lost before you are found...

You will be empty before you are full
You will cry the deep sobs of the earth
and tears of rain will cleanse the house around your heart
In time...because life, like birth and death, knows its own time
Your fears and struggles and unknowing will be transformed
You will become a mountain place where eagles soar
You will become a reflecting pool
which sees and knows the mysteries of your life

Your heart will be light like a butterfly
as you follow the currents of its true desires
The flight of the honeybee will be yours
as you seek the nectar of what brings sweetens to your daily life
Most of all you will become who you truly are
Your life will hold truth and promise and meaning
And the heart of the heavens will hold your heart.


by Susan Squellati Florence

Step by new step

A time comes 

when you need to stop waiting 

for the man you want to become 

and start being the man you want to be. 

~Bruce Springsteen

~*~

Baby step by baby step, you have what you need right now to start moving in the direction of your happiest dreams. The dream and the dreamer are always matched. You could not have a dream without the means, right now, to begin it. 

~Marta Davidovich Ockuly

~*~

Earth, ourselves, breathe and awaken, 

leaves are stirring, 

all things moving, new day coming, 

life renewing. 

~Pawnee Prayer

Thank you AOM