Monday, December 31, 2012

Goodbye 2012

and those I love

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Thursday, December 27, 2012

What ever you need my friend


Sigh

Or how to be with the right one at the wrong time :/

Friendship

I sure hope so because I can't do this without my best friend :(

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

You've always been my reason to be


Brave
Wake up, wake up, the sun cannot wait for long.
Reach out, reach out before it fades away.
You will find the warmth when you surrender.
Smile into the fear and let it play.

You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can't be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause' it's all so close.
When you stand up and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don't understand.
My reason to be brave.

Hold on, hold on, so strong, time just carries on.
And all that you thought was wrong is pure again.
You can't hide forever from the thunder.
Look into the storm and feel the rain.

You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can't be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause' it's all so close.
When you stand up and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don't understand.
My reason to be brave.

Go on, go on…

You wanna run away, run away and you say that it can't be so.
You wanna look away, look away but you stay cause' it's all so close.
When you stand up and hold out your hand.
In the face of what I don't understand.
My reason to be brave.
Lyrics by Josh Groban

So true


Monday, December 24, 2012

To one and all

There is so much I want to say to so many people.
Some good, some bad, some hello's and some goodbyes.
Things are changing for me and for those I love and I'm scared by some of it and excited by some of it and yes some of it makes me extremely happy and some heartbreakingly sad.
But all I have for everyone right now is

Live like there is no tomorrow
Love as if it's your last moment together
Hug like you'll never let go
Kiss as if you can't breathe without each other
Laugh like you've never laughed before
Explore as if you know the way.
Learn as if it's all there is.
Be there for those that you love and let those that love you be there for you

And remember that you may not be that person right now but someday you will be the world to somebody so never, ever give up hope because your time will come.
 
To paraphrase someone I love may peace and love be with you and yours today and everyday

And I have faith in love


Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Always in my heart

Will always remember you

Monday, December 17, 2012

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Monday, December 10, 2012

Trying very hard to

do all of these, finding some far easier than others to achieve

Sunday, December 9, 2012

5 years today

Miss you Mom

Wonder if anyone is even looking

Desperately need to be found, tired of being in the darkness

Friday, December 7, 2012

Yes, we do

"Men need to be loved sweetheart,
women just need to be wanted"
Gemma SoA 

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Is that really so much to ask???????

Tired

of always finding a way when all I ever get is an excuse

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

and this is my truth


I did, I do and I always will

Hopefully someone will do the same for me someday

Monday, December 3, 2012

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Hello December



December is always bittersweet for me for a couple of reasons but I'm trying very hard to hope that this one is going to be nice to me after the November I've just had *fingers crossed*

Friday, November 30, 2012

I hope I never see another like you

So tired

of being hurt.
 So much so that if I could have just one wish it
would be never to love again.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Disappearing...............this time for good

What more can I say I'm STUPID

I will never not care too much, it's all that this broken soul has to offer even though it breaks me just a little more everyday knowing that it will never be enough

Just a stupid girl trying to keep it together :/

 

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

No matter

What happens every moment spent with you will have been the best moments of my life

Monday, November 26, 2012