*sigh*

Isn't it strange how for a couple of weeks now I have felt so strong, so powerful, in touch with my own self for the first time ever and now I'm just broken again

Dance in the rain

My thought for the day . . . . . . . .

I'm having the time of my life (Carlos Santana)

I am having the time of my life

Everything feels new and exciting

Deliciously with madness

The dimensions of color, texture,

Sound, taste, feel & mind are even more real

And have much more depth.

Oh lord how high am I

I dont feel fear

I don't feel shame

No no no .. No guilt

I do feel oneness closeness in dearness

I Love everyone and everything

I am high with knowing that

God assures and guarantees a happy outcome for everyone

I am having the time of my life

*giggle*

Couldn't help myself, YMCA has NEVER been this cool or this funny

Miss you

It's been 5 years today since you died.

I find myself missing you now more than ever before.

Yes I have regrets, yes there are things I'd like to change.

But I finally understand that you did the best you could, I'm finally seeing things for what they were and realising perception was not the truth.

You helped make me who I am and I'm proud to say I have your strength.

Just wish you could see the me I'm becoming, I think you'd have liked her.

Miss you dad

40 years

Thats how much hell they would have put each other through today if they were still alive.

Miss you Mom and Dad

Just kinda how I feel

Hope someone comes looking for me SOON! ! ! !