Woohoo

Finally got a sooner, rather than later, definetly, well maybe to a question I've been asking for nearly 5 months now. Looks like we're finally about to get this ball rolling again.
Watch this space. . . . . . . . .

Need I say more

randomly random

Been trying to put my thoughts into words today and failing hopelessly,
unlike someone else I know ;)
Anyway I came across this quote and it says so much of what I'm thinking
and feeling I though instead of posting something totally disjointed I'd just post this. . . . . . . .

The need for devotion to something outside ourselves is even more profound than the need for companionship. If we are not to go to pieces or wither away, we must have some purpose in life; for no man can live for himself alone.

~Ross Parmenter

Baby, I LOVE your way

Shadows grow so long before my eyes

And they're moving across the page

Suddenly the day turns into night

Far away from the city

But don't hesitate 'cuz your love won't wait

Ooooh baby, I love your way, every day

Wanna tell you I love your way, every day

Wanna be with you night and day

Moon appears to shine and light the sky

With the help of some fire flies

I wonder how they have the power

To shine, shine, shine

I can see them under the pine

But don't hesitate 'cuz your love won't wait

Ooooh baby, I love your way, every day

Wanna tell you I love your way

Wanna be with you night and day

But don't hesitate 'cuz your love won't wait

I can see the sunset in your eyes

Brown and grey and blue besides

Clouds are stalking islands in the sun

I wish I could buy one out of season

But don't hesitate 'cuz your love won't wait

Ooooh, baby I love your way, every day

Wanna tell you I love your way

Wanna be with you night and day

Ooooh baby, I love your way, ever day

Wanna tell you I love your way

Wanna be with you night and day

What I'm NOT doing today

Love

Yep, I'm stewing something again. . . . *giggle*

Someone said something to me about love and unconditional love on Thursday, it got me to thinking and there is definetly a post in there because this train of thought has been a little eye opening to me. Guess I'm busy redifining myself and my perceptions. . . . . . . AGAIN.

Till I get this train on the tracks properly though and it makes some more sense I'm going to spend the day living, loving and laughing and I hope you do too

My favourite

Yep, todays one of my favourite type of days, misty chilly, bracing, typical highveld morning and yes despite everything I'm glad to get another. . . . . . . lets see what it brings ;)

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life. I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

~Maya Angelou

maybe just maybe

Maybe there is light at the end of the tunnel after all. . . . .

Thought it was time for something a little brighter and more upbeat, so here you go ;o)

Another Goodbye

Rest in peace Uncle Bertie, you will be missed. Michelle, Michael, you're all in my thoughts and prayers

*Fingers Crossed*

Pretty much how my life feels right now :o/

Anyone seen the path out ? ? ?

King of Anything

Just heard this, funny thing is there are a couple of lines in this that are SO how I'm feeling at the moment ... ... ... ...

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table

While I look outside

So many things I’d say if only I were able

But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man

We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked

So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine

And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning

There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent

Swear you know best

But you expect me to jump up on board with you

And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction

But you’ll never see

You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps

You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy

While I just hurt and hide

Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?

You are not me

Who made you king of anything?

So you dare tell me who to be?

Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

Forever

Now, while we're here alone

And all is said and done

Now I can let you know

Because of all you've shown

I've grown enough to tell you

You'll always be inside of me

How many roads have gone by

So many words left unspoken

I needed to be by your side

If only to hold you

Forever in my heart

Forever we will be

And even when I'm gone

You'll be here in me

Forever

Once, I dreamed that you were gone

I cried out trying to find you

I begged the dream to fade away

And please awaken me

But night took a hold of my heart

And left me with no one to follow

the love that I lost to the dark

I'll always remember

Forever in my heart

Forever we will be

And know that when I'm gone

You'll be here in me

Forever in my heart

You always thought I'd be

I'd be yours

Forever....

"giggle"

I know at least one somebody who would enjoy this in more ways than one ;o)

You know who, you know why . . . . . . . . . . . .

*giggle*

Yes I will

This has always been a fave of mine, been listening to it again today. Been thinking of someone special, dying to remind them that I'm there and always will be despite everything else, yes they've been on my mind A LOT in the last week or so and I wish I could do more but all I have for now is just the promise that I will ALWAYS be there.

I'll Stand by you (The Pretenders)

Oh why you look so sad

The tears are in your eyes

Come on and come to me now

Don’t be ashamed to cry

Let me see you through

Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you

You don't know what to do Nothing you confess

Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you

Won’t let nobody hurt you I’ll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad

Don’t hold it all inside

Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide

I get angry too

Well I’m a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads

And don't know which path to choose

Let me come along

Cause even if you're wrong

I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you

Won’t let nobody hurt you I’ll stand by you

Take me in into you darkest hour

And I’ll never desert you

I’ll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby

You feeling all alone

You won't be on your own

I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you

Won’t let nobody hurt you

I’ll stand by you

Take me in into your darkest hour

And I’ll never desert you

I’ll stand by you

Oh I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you

Miss you

Happy Birthday Dad, miss you . . . .

Time

to lose mself in the music again I think, want to join me?

Trying,

very hard to remember the sun will come out again :/ Love the weather though . . . . . . . . .

The devils in the details

Yes, he is. Though I might have found something that I could build on and maybe turn into something. Missed out on one silly detail I LOVE MY SPACE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! So build we may but we have a detail to work out and it's a devil of a detail considering :/

Waking up the Devil

Just a line from a song that is resonating within me this morning. Seems I may have gone and done just that. Remember why we're here. Live, Love , LAUGH