Just something

I wanted to say but think Kelly Clarkson has said far better than I ever could

If no one will listen
Kelly Clarkson

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think that there's enough that you would drown?

If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still

No one can tell you where you alone must go
There's no telling what you will find there
And, God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones
Screaming every step, "Just stay here"

If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still

If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down
If your legs have given out under the weight
If you find you've been settling for a world of gray
So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate

If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still

If no one will listen
If you decide to speak
If no one's left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you
For what you really are
I will be here still
I will be here still

More peace some of it. . . . . . . . . perfect

Peace

For weeks now I have been as my brother so eloquently put it "hyper". Nothing has really held my attention, things I would usually enjoy just haven't held any appeal and I've been down right restless and it's been getting progressively worse.

Last night though for some reason I found peace ............

I can't explain it, it's as if there was some sort of shift in the cosmic energy. I suddenly was interested again. Standing out on the balcony watching the sun set as the moon rose suddenly wasn't a waste of time but something I wanted to do again (damn but I really do love my view as the lights start coming on). I turned up the volume and remembered why I love spending my evenings with my CD player, I found a new favourite album (well for now anyway). My brother has been holding out on me, just because he hadn't been able to get me Rising Force......he didn't think I'd want Angels of Love......sometimes I wonder about the way he thinks. I even went all girly on myself and spent time painting my nails (now that is a waste of time) and I never hid myself away in a book (according to my brother he is glad to see I have had those damn books surgically removed, his words not mine).............

Here's hoping that the peace stays........well for a little while at least

You're in my thoughts ........

Just for YOU ! ! ! ! !

Long Shot

If I say forget it

I know that I'll regret it

It's a long shot just to beat these odds

But i know if i don't take it there's no chance

Maybe it's time to